Escape Into Chris - Entry 6 |
Posted: 14 Mar 2011 01:13 PM PDT Poems to my mother We had fun didn't we – on earth We laughed, our laughing released us from the pain of circumstance. We couldn't adequately explain or escape but like now there are these nether worlds right above or beyond – the colliding particles of everyone else. What I'm saying is that there's always a space to build a sanctuary - No space is too small - your laughter filled those rooms my laughter was the sky blue lining of yours - enspiraled in one another. hard to explain things now - there has obviously been a change me here you there or here i'm not able to give the right word for every designation but i know this world is where i'd rather be opposed to the world on the other side of this thin wall of air? clouds? membrance of something - there are default worlds - default worlds of pain – of hunger – of void - And i'd rather be in this bright world of you - of miracles dancing I belong here. don't i mother with you. or not? Are we really in two separate places? i laugh when i think of all people i project my feelings onto - when it's so much better - to relieve these minor deities And talk to the source - talk to the source – All these bright stars – these individuals web of stars – i'd talk to them all – i'd memorize each one of their stories – but the door – the big door is open. why make cold calls to darkness – when angels welcome you into light - go ahead, fall back if you have to Christopher it's only natural – gravity pulls you down – everyone has to deal with that - Then go – let yourself go – Rise like nothing – like everything without weight - this life it fades out - watch with me watch i disappear forever. |